I'm a NURSE. A hopeless romantic person. Waiting for MR. RIGHT to come along at the right time and place. I have passion for culinary and arts. Love travels and adventures. And most of all PHOTOGRAPHY interests me much!
I heard you like bad boys. Those guys who act like they don't care about you, which makes you try harder to make them like you. Those guys who wouldn't reply to your texts until later on, which makes you wait around and miss him more. Those guys who act distant from you, which makes you try harder to get their attention. Those guys who know they can get a lot of girls, which makes you more afraid to lose them. Those guys who would show you they're interested one day then act different the next day, which makes you too confused to make the decision to leave him. Those guys who will make you fall for them but they can care less, which makes you stuck and not being able to move on cause you care too much. Has anyone ever told you that you deserve better than that? You probably have, and you know what? It's about time you realize that. If a guy likes you, he'll meet you halfway. Simple as that. Don't settle for a bad boy when you deserve a good man.
Where does the spark and infatuation from the beginning go?
It's crazy how quickly you can go from being excited to talk to a person to feel like you're forcing the conversation. The quality time turns into "I was working" and the consistent communication becomes "I don't know". When does "I hate to see you leave" turn into "it hurts too much to stay?" Maybe we're all guilty of taking things for granted, or letting our fears stop us from taking certain chances. Maybe we think we can make love appear when it's convenient, or maybe we don't realize the effort required to keep a good thing good. Maybe we think happiness is something that just finds us, instead of being something we work for and choose to have. And maybe that's why we all get it wrong so often.
It's amazing how fast things changed...
You go from laughing about anything to arguing about everything...
You have to go through the motions, wondering if they're real, if they really care, or if they're going to run when it's rough. You want to give more of yourself to somebody but it's hard these days because you just never know if you'll get anything back. You think you have it all down. You do the little things, you stay consistent, but somehow it just doesn't add up. Maybe the problem is that we expect the love to be magical before we become magicians. Or could it be that we're all just better breakers than builders. We'd rather have feelings we can throw away and "love" that's disposable. Lord forbid a situation require us to grow, learn more, and actually put work in. Reality is rough. You only want what's easy and that's why what you get never lasts. Everybody wants to get fought for but nobody is willing to fight. She loves the butterflies but she avoids beginnings because she hates having to start over. He's tired but he's so used to chase that he's scared to stop running.