Do You Remember?

Do you remember those many nights I spent alone, waiting for you to spend time with me but you were always too busy with something else. Do you remember all those times that I was upset because you always made me feel like I was the least of your priorities, and the last on your list. Do you remember the promises you made that you never kept but you did well to play with my feelings knowing what it does and meant to me. Maybe you wanted to see how much control you have over me,since you loved to be in control of anyone in your life. Do you remember every time we went out, how much you cared about being noticed, and not as much as you being with me. Even though people said to you how lucky we were to have each other, you never really showed me that you felt that way, I did. Do you remember all of the love I gave you and showed you all the things that I did to be there for you to help you, did you ever wonder what would have happen if I didn't or maybe it's because you took me for granted. Do you realize that my smile is not the same, or do you see the pain in my eyes. For you're still doing the same things, and more, and yet now my heart sings, maybe some things has come over me, and I can't say I know why. Maybe I find comfort, where there was none or maybe my time is spent on me since you never had the time.  I wonder how you would feel if you had to feel what I once felt. Do you remember?