Since next month I'll be busy for my oath taking and filing for my license....I'll grabbed this opportunity to make a post for my late sis for her birthday on March 23...
I've found these poems at the drawer of my sis after her death which she wrote month before she left and dedicated it to her bf...this was also published in our school journal "The Junior Patrician" last march 2004.
I wanted first to tell something about her...She was my only sister and my very best friend. We grew up together since hindi kami magkalayo ng age, I was just 3 years older. When we're still young, we used to quarrel alot, pero that's only normal to siblings to quarrel sometimes. But I won't forget the days we've become close that we share secrets to each other and yung isa't isa lang yun inaasahan namin bcos our parents were too busy with their work, kaya kami lang always magkasama. We find comfort in each other and that make us more closer...but a tragedy brought us apart, she died due to drowning and I don't understand why sa dami ba namang taong masasama bakit siya pa yung nawala...It was really hard for me accepting the fact that I couldn't be with her anymore...I feel so empty during those times thinking of her, kasi biglaan lang eh! di man lang kami nagkapaalan sa isa't isa...at isa pa I missed her company...wala na akong katabi matulog, wala na akong kaaway, kakulitan, wala na akong mapagsabihan ng mga secrets and problems ko...But time passes by that I've learned to accept it and was happy knowing that she's happy now with Him...Sige na tama na ang drama kasi babaha na naman ng luha dito...
I'm In Love
For the first time I saw you
I said that you are nothing
But time molded me, and all the things changed
Now, I can't tell if I'm in love or it's just a game.
Your eyes and your smile are really beautiful
That sometimes I thought it would kill me
Oh! thats fearful
But why I'm so in love with you?
Is this the feeling when LOVE starts to grow?
I'm not in love! I maybe dreaming
But why I feel like I am drowning?
Are that your eyes and smile that keeps me falling?
Or am I just a little bit crazy about loving!
Okay I didn't mean to love you!
But why it grows deeper as time goes through?
Well to tell that this love of mine is really true,
But are you feeling this way if I will ask you?
You're My Angel
It's been a long time
Since I've found you
Who have changed me as a new
It's been yesterday when
I was trying to find the right one
Who will love me for what I am.
But if you feel
That you don't like me
Don't be afraid to face me
If you want me as your angel
Just call me
And I'll be down from heaven.
Don't say that you don't need me
Cos' I can see it in your eyes clearly
Don't say that you are a fool
Cos' you're the best of them all!