Letting Go

As silence fills my loneliness

Only for you my hearts cries

The growing pain within myself

That tears every senses of my life.

Tears flow endlessly

Even my eyes swelled in deep agony

But nothing had been left

That I burned even more with desire

Just to feel the warmness of your embrace.

I still have the memories when we first meet

Memories that I thought would just be the beginning

And would never end

But suddenly it was gone with the wind.

I always say I LOVE YOU

Deep inside my heart do

Thinking that you feel the same way too

That even we're miles away we can make it through

I felt my world shattered like a glass

One day when you told me that I was just a back up

And that you are still in search of your perfect match

For someone you can marry even when there's no real LOVE. 

I have been waiting for a chance

Hoping that one day you would realize and understand

I gave you everything that I have

Just to let you know that I love you so much

You have closed your door to me indeed

Even if I was just trying to talk, just being a FRIEND

Then I realized, perhaps I was obsessed and was pushing myself to you...

And now, I need to say goodbye and let go!